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July 18th, 2007 by trancejen
You ever had your ass kicked properly? Like whoever did it was a professional, like maybe it felt as if they most certainly had been boning up on TaeKwonDo or kick boxing or whatever it is professionally trained thugs aspire to master.
I feel that way today. I feel like I have had a proper ass-kicking, perhaps even a few of them. Yesterday I passed out three times. The day before I passed out twice. The day of the J-Man’s party I hit my head on the concrete floor of the basement and missed half the party and have sustained a slight mental fog since.
I am raising the white flag, body. I give up. No more. Please?
I asked for help with my web design because I honestly don’t have the chops to do it anymore. I’ve been sitting any trying to dick around with the code (much to the chagrin of my webmaster, who is probably going nuts with my incessant questions) and have found that it is twisting into Mobius strips in my mind. I just am not grasping it.
I don’t know whether this has to do with all the recent bonks to the head or whether it’s all the drugs I’m on, but it’s scaring me. I can’t type very fast right now, either. I average about sixty-seventy words per minute and now I’m going very slowly and making an assload of mistakes.
Like I said, I surrender.
I have an appointment with the cardiologist tomorrow to talk about the pacemaker for the umpteenth thousandth time and I’m going to tell him that I don’t care WHAT the hell they have to do - take out all my guts and tie them in and a knot and put them back in, for Christ’s sake - just get it done. I can’t go on passing out like this.
This has to stop.
No amount of coffee is making me feel like I’m making sense today. Happy Wednesday, kids. I’m out.
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I think you just hit ‘that point’.
When I was 15 I was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis and for 3 years I was nearly unable to leave the house because of all the internal bleeding and diarrhea. [fun!]
Then one day, when I had had enough. The meds were only causing more damage. I was missing my teen years. I was nearly dead.
I said ok. Take out my colon. It was the best decision I ever made. But it took 3 years for me to allow myself to make it.
Maybe this isn’t the magic cure for you. Maybe it is. But if you’re ready to take that step, I think you should do it.
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Go for it, babycakes. We need you. ‘Kay? ~LA
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If the pacer will help please get it done. Hitting one’s head often can have much bigger consequences than a same day surgery procedure to put in the pacer. And, what LA said too.
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I won’t weigh in on the procedure, never having needed it, but when I got sick and they put me on the first-line-of-defense drugs and I started forgetting how to write code, I got really panicky, so I can at least say I know what that’s like.
If this is the solution for you, then I’m glad as hell - for us as well as you - that the option exists.
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